Showing posts with label Light. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Light. Show all posts

Thursday, December 10, 2009

A Dangerous, Yet Twinkling Affirmation

Make no mistake, the wind made it dangerous. With single-digit temperatures and 50-mile-per-hour winds beating those down into the sub-zero range while sending the 15-inches of snow airborne, the day was unarguably treacherous. The air in front of your eyes was almost as white as the ground beneath your feet. I haven’t been in many blizzards since living in Iowa, but this storm surely qualified. Even Barrington, who usually loves cold temperatures and dolphining his way across snow covered lawns, was reticent to go out. We left the house only once and even then merely to walk him a bit up the cul-de-sac. Layered and bundled unrecognizably beneath polypropylene and cotton and goose-down, booted and hooded and gloved, we ventured out mid-afternoon for what turned out to be a very short expedition. Neither we nor Barrington found the effort sustainable. We retreated back indoors to the sofa in front of the fire. We weren’t alone. No newspaper was delivered, nor any mail despite the historic promise that "Neither snow nor rain nor heat nor gloom of night stays these couriers from the swift completion of their appointed rounds." No one could blame them – nor were they alone. The roads were utterly abandoned as even the most intrepid sought refuge indoors. Make no mistake, then, the wind made it dangerous and treacherous.

But the winds also made it beautiful. The sidewalk leading to our front door looked, for all the world, like an albino Arizona – gentle layers of wind-swept desert, albeit snow instead of sand. All that was missing was a white saguaro cactus for accent. By contrast, outside our dining room window in the courtyard between townhomes, the snow was whipped up into shoulder high peaks of firm meringue. Somehow, and in apparent disregard for the laws of physics, snow accumulated atop the deck railing despite the wind, sliced into oversized muffins by the warmth of the rope lights wrapped around the wood.

And the trees. We thought all day of December in Vermont. How can evergreen boughs support such loads? How is it possible, as was true of the small potted tree on the sidewalk, for snow to completely encase the branches to the extent that branches are no longer in evidence, leaving only a general pyramidal shape perched on a pot? And how is it possible that, despite the frosty and complete coverage; despite the thick and obscuring veil, when evening came and the timer switched on, the lights on those trees still twinkled...

...festively...

...brightly...

...defiantly...

...valiantly?

Perhaps it was simply to confirm to us who had huddled inside that despite the treacherous wind, despite the bitter cold, despite the blanketing snow, “the light shines on in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.”

Monday, January 8, 2007

How Does the Light Shine On?

Epiphany has begun, which among other things means that we have "undecorated" the church. "Christmas," in other words, "is over." There is always a melancholy gloominess to that effort. We have enjoyed the lights in the trees and garlands and the room without them seems dimmer. But like department store promotions, time moves on. "The light shines on in the dark, and the darkness has not overcome it," but what the darkness can't accomplish, a change of season seems to effortlessly manage. Still, some glimmering remains.

Epiphany is a strange confluence of biblical themes -- like the varied rivulets that cut their way through the rural landscape of disparate parts of Iowa, finding common stream in the Des Moines River which animates my adopted hometown. In Epiphany there is the story of Jesus' baptism (a river story of its own); there is the heady, puzzling story of Jesus' transfiguration; but at the beginning of it all is the visit of the Magi and their pursuit of the light they have discerned. Whatever else that light might have been, it presumably struck these wise ones as representing something compelling to seek after.

So there, again, is the light. What for the Magi was a guide, and in the baptismal and Transfiguration stories a dawning comprehension is, throughout them all, a transforming illumination. The purpose of light,come to think of it, is not to look at -- not something merely to gaze into or enjoy -- but to see by.

"To see by." Indeed, then, the light does shine on in my mind and my soul, even after the mini-lighted decorations are put away, for in the light of this coming, I simply am not able to see the life around me the same again.


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